I am depressed. Thought it would have resolved itself by now, but I am depressed. I am depressed, but I thought it would have resolved by now.
But it hasn't, and I am living in fear of living alone.
I won't be surprised when I find I'm living a lie. It's too easy.
Think too much. I think too much. Taking too much time to get around and recognize I think too much, and I talk too little.
Every time the words come out absurdities. It's funny to watch me stumble around the block. Looking for the light in their eyes, in the eyes of strangers.
Seeking the number one doctor-recommended source of pain.
Looking for fire in their eyes is the only way I'll ever recognize it's too easy
To go along with.
You came on too strong and made it too apparent that you'd like to spend some time alone together so find a way to hide the pain from those you love.
from The Rare Door Into
released May 14, 2016
Derek Bird - percussion
Justin Carter - electric guitars, piano, vocals
Erik Jarvis - percussion, acoustic guitars, backup vocals
Phill Smith - drum kit
Garett Williams - bass guitar
Katie In, Kat Jarvis - backup vocals
Leah Meyer - violin
Katelyn Kukoly - violin
Axelle Verboon - viola
Hannah Mayer - cello
String arrangement by Phill Smith.
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